I have found myself stumbling upon highly relevant, vibrational messages that I language-translated from roughly 2005 to present – a series of sign-posts to help prepare us for these times. I realize, now more than ever, that I need and welcome these feeling reminders that infuse me with the Truth. You see, I can honestly say that I am no longer addicted to the mental-grid. I am in active recovery. Lucidity is not “one day”, but one moment at a time as I adapt to my wholeness in the I AM Field.
During my “contact”, or massive “doses” of Source Love over my lifetime, I was informed that the process of exiting “the existing grid” and adapting to our Whole and Natural Selves, was THE most challenging addiction for humanity to overcome. And they taught me ways to return to this Present-Moment, Natural State – instantaneously. They shared that if one can re-identify, recall, and re-emerge within the Universal, Natural, Truthful state of BEing and ONEness, then ONE is HERE NOW. When you are HERE NOW, all past programming, all past conditioning, all fear of being psychically attacked, or being sucked into the associated quicksand vibrations of victimhood, doom and despair, cannot locate you. Why? Because instead of existing, participating, and buying-into the limitations of a conditioned existence, you NOW exist – ONE with SOURCE. THIS is where you recall and act from your Infinite Self and BEing. This is the shift. This is the doorway that every single human being has the opportunity to step through now.
In the past, when I have streamed or translated this wisdom into language for individuals or groups, do you know what the predominant reaction was? In these sessions, the intellect was purposely bypassed, therefore leaving nothing but a glazing over of the eyes. Even though the vibrational messages were activating the infinitely spacious heart-field, I would literally watch the ego/mind-grid seduce them back into the smaller, yet familiar lattice of existence. Through this I learned that language was the barrier and I began to back off from sharing it in this way. I experimented with the translation until I realized that I if I entered the presence, I could have a blended conversation between client, the I AM Consciousness that provides images and feelings in my 3rd eye, and my own human experience and perspective as a guide to assist in reorientation to the Infinite world beyond what we have been conditioned within.
I was all-too aware that I wasn’t exactly popular with my work, which made it a poor source of revenue. And I was aware that it was because the consciousness contacting me was not willing to provide exciting, dramatic stories about the cosmos and all of it’s dimensions, labels, and characters to enable you to stay in what they termed “your repetitive, closed loops of consciousness” – which I learned is yet another defense against actually meeting the actual Presence NOW. The I AM Field simply kept repeating…
Yes, we are familiar with the stories… now, are you ready to be who you are? Because when you are BEING who you are, you will not desire to engage us in a game of trivial pursuit! More than likely you will lose ALL interest in getting answers to questions. Questions and answers are symbolic of your perceived separation from Source. You will go direct, and you will find far more exciting things to BE and DO in the Presence.
Language can keep us locked into the “existing grid”. It is conscious FEELING that leads us directly to our ACTUAL experience of Infinite Oneness and Power. One of the first teaching messages within this I AM Field was, “Know what you feel so that you may FEEL what you KNOW.” It took me years to fully grok the power and potency of that message. There is nothing I can say (yes, I’m aware of the irony of using language to type this blog post) that can make you take this conscious step into owning your Infinite Self. EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL MUST MAKE THIS CHOICE FOR THEMSELVES. All I can do is… hopefully inspire from the telling of my own travels.
From my own past experience, if I persisted for an explanation from some clients as to why they don’t seem interested in actively working with and re-identifying with the I AM Field, they had some form of this response:
“I’m busy. It’s too hard to find the time to sit still and give voice to feeling what I feel so that I may pop into the Infinite Field to re-call, reidentify, and act/create from this ALL-KNOWING Field. In the end, it’s just too hard… and I don’t have the privacy to give voice to what I really feel anyway.”
In other words, what your programmed self is saying is,
“Thank you, but my egoic self is still invested in perpetuating this unreal world and existence. It may not be a perfect life, but in the end, I’m okay with being controlled and manipulated by something outside of mySelf. I’d rather pretend that I’m powerless and I don’t know anything. And not only that, I have a job, a family, friends… I have a false image to uphold in this false world. Yes, I’d rather physically die in order to re-turn in the direction of Source, and recall All That I AM.”
Compare this to the addiction of substance abuse. If you have a friend or family member who is addicted to meth/heroin/crack, etc., and they are saying these power-less statements to you, I do believe that you would more clearly recognize the absurdity of this position and defense. And guess what? Most of us are addicted to the small world, and some are only beginning to get glimmers that there may be a problem and it isn’t healthy or wise to agree to this tiny, controlled existence. Sadly, we spend a lot of our time and energy enabling others to stay addicted and support/perpetuate the insanity as well. Even so-called spiritual and religious practices can be part of the smallness-addiction. Want to know a clear sign that you still exist in the controlled grid of existence? If your God or Creator-oriented beliefs and activities always keep you in perpetual seeking beyond, or “out there”, and one never “actually” arrives (though some loudly claim that they do). I know you’ve heard this all before, but it’s the truth. In REALity, there is nothing to seek. YOU are IT. You ALL-READY reside in the Infinite Field. It is simply a shift into the feeling perspective – from the (highly manipulatable) mind-based grid to the empowered, Heart-Knowing Field.
I’m not able to do much of the talky-talk sessions with people anymore. There’s nothing left to talk about – except to point interested parties in the direction of identifying and adapting to Grace. It’s really time to exit the language-based grid. The work that I have trained for my entire life – through “contact” and actual practice with re-called Source Energy, is to share or broadcast this vibration of the Infinite Self. And since we truly are all ONE, those that are in the midst of these frequencies may find and identify with their SELVES too. It took me years to integrate and re-identify with these frequencies of the natural and whole SELF, and I’m still not fully and constantly HERE… but I do have the tools and the ability to lock into it at will. A little secret? I wrote this article because on one particular morning I was overwhelmed with unusual feelings of despair, fatigue, and hopelessness. It goes to show you how quickly we can get ungrounded or off-balance as we continue to navigate and interact with the existing world-grid, and allow the disempowering, or fear-based frequencies to grab hold and suck us under. I then recalled as I had been shown over the years – even as I flailed within the quicksand of doom – that all I need do is invite the feeling-frequency of who I AM into my solar plexus as I speak out loud the truth of what I am feeling in that moment – with total honesty and innocence. The rapid shift into Peaceful Presence is nothing short of astonishing. Had I been experiencing psychic attack? Probably. But don’t give it any energy or credibility. It’s simply another stupid story that I/We no longer choose to live within. Remember, those lower-vibrational, virtual-reality beings cannot find you when you lock into the Heart-Present. And when a critical mass is reached – of Present Moment Beings – they will no longer have a playground, and no one left to agree to play their silly virtual games. We will all be exploring the joy of actual wholeness – in form – and they themselves will be forced to flee, or actually feel the power of SOURCE LOVE too.
I KNOW that the transformation of humanity is set to trigger a massive, domino effect throughout ALL consciousness. This is the massive potential that lies in your individual choice to fully and REALLy BE who you are. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for? I say, we are the ones who are arriving as whole beings in our existing form, and we are the ones that see… and are consciously stepping up to tap that very first domino.
There are well over 1500 words in this post, attempting to describe the joy and celebration of this amazing evolution in consciousness. Simultaneously, I am in it… and I AM speechless.
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