Here-IN Lies the Golden Key to FREE


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Journal Snapshot 12/11/95

Journal Snapshot 12/11/95. Chronicled since 1980.

I have been inspired to share and demonstrate my own awakening and direct application of frequency wisdom. I am not one to offer more data and information-food for the mind to consume, so that it may continue in its addiction to distraction. Distraction from what? The truth that we are still attempting to live life within a very small context that we have long outgrown. I translate and share frequency to reach and excite the heart of others in this Many-to-Oneness experiment. Personally, I do not need these audio translations. I experience this wisdom as direct knowing. I don’t require “channeling” for myself. It is about re-identifying with the frequency of “I” – the I AM that lives in the core of every human being on Earth. And it’s about stopping long enough to feel-hear-know IT. The translation mechanism kicks in without thought. I record and share it for anyone who may find it helpful.

The experience of the full integration of this Universal Identity is here. There is no escape from LIFE. In these radically transformative times, some will choose to physically die to meet LIFE once again (as has been done for eons) because that’s what they choose! And there are many that have chosen to consciously die to the past and embrace LIFE presently, while still IN-bodied, and you know who you are.

I share my own process not as a statement that “this is the way”. I share because I am following the Golden Rule. I notice when others share about their own direct experiences and knowing, that it excites and helps me to fill in some of the blanks along my own journey. I offer the same to others on this glorious passage into the full-embodiment of I AM consciousness on Earth.

As a result of my expanded communion state this morning, I clearly saw how simple this shift is… and from this larger context, it is actually quite humorous how we make it SO difficult. I did not verbally translate this morning’s knowing, but I saw in my mind’s eye that if I wanted to share something, the messages on this topic were provided in an already-existing audio file (below) from October this year.

So, how much longer will we remain in the perpetuation of the 3D world? How about engaging with Source directly? Perhaps the final step in this shift is to consciously choose to die to the past, embrace LIFE DIRECTLY, and radiate this LOVE into our world. This is the game changer. BEING who we TRULY are is a natural letting go of the egoic need to fix, heal, protest, save, or fight anything that is already dead. I was shown that any confusion now is an opportunity to ask this question, “In what way(s) am I still trying to rationalize, cling to, and drag the past into this NEW EXPANDED CONTEXT because there is a fear of the Unknown? Question: What do you truly want? I am speaking of essence – vibrational energy without 3D framing. Do you know yet? I recommend spending some NOW-time with yourself to locate this signature vibration, just as this Cosmic Golden Frequency showed me. Then, let go of everything that you have known from the past, and take an actual, physical step in the direction of the energetic signature that is the full and passionate you. Here-IN lies the Golden Key to FREE.

Blessings to all of you in this Season of Love. Open and welcome the beautiful, Golden Christ-Self that you are. It’s now time.  ~ EM

Note on audio. I edited out most of the light language and sounds referred to in the message. Not everyone is interested in hearing, feeling and absorbing without words. Send me a note if you are interested and I’ll make it available.

Praying with the Mantis – ET Contact


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mantisIf you read any further, forget everything “bad” you may have been told about the Mantis Beings… or any ET beings, for that matter. Let them inform you directly about who they are. In some cases, they are us.

I was invited to Durango, Colorado for Thanksgiving Dinner. In the end, I was not able to partake with the rest of the feasting folk in the dining room downstairs. I lay in a big beautiful bed above them, suffering the most excruciating migraine pain of my entire life, and just so you know, I have indeed suffered greatly with this affliction in the past. I could not have predicted what happened next. I was “abducted” “taken” “spirited away” from my 3D migraining pain and shown (re-minded once again) of many things – yet another transformational happening with my multi-versal family. Yes, contact.

Contact occurred because I became aware that I was talking out loud to “them” – a prayer-like activity that I’ve done my entire life. I don’t “think” about doing it, it just occurs and my 3D mind suddenly becomes aware that I am doing it. What I was saying was, “I have experienced many wondrous things in this human life, AND I am not willing to stay here any longer and suffer more pain. I will not stay if there is nothing more for me to offer. I have no need to maintain an earth identity that does not fully and outwardly serve Love in greater and greater ways. It’s all or nothing now.”  …and other versions of that, in a continuous stream of totally honest, taking-a-stand-from-the-human-view feelings. This is an exercise that I remember them showing me many years ago.

I was lifted up and out and above the house, still aware of the din of loud feasting below. They were healing me, and showed me that I was in the beginning of my 3rd life in this form – that there are 26-year segments of lives. The way it was presented – in pictures and feelings – I could see how true this was. Each 26-year segment was extraordinarily different. I had the knowing that a lot of us are living several lives in one body this time around. Long story short – and this is a long story with many dimensions – I had the knowing that everything would radically change again. My life now will be very different, from this moment forward. How could it not? When I returned to the house and bed, there was a very tall, thin, golden, liquid-light, winged mantis-like being sitting on the side of my bed. It exuded that glorious sound and feeling of pure Love that I have known, and have been comforted by, throughout my entire life. This time though, we did not part. While I was frozen in the magnetic loving energy, the being leaned forward, wrapped it’s glorious wings around me, and merged into me.

Everything is different now.

One thing is, communion translation feels stronger and clearer. The audio file below is pure, loving energy translated into language. You will hear the ecstasy at the end. I am overjoyed if some of you find it encouraging, helpful and inspiring. It speaks to those who have had the experience of direct touching-knowing and understanding in their 3D lives, but may still be frozen and confused about how to proceed… so how on 3D Earth is this done?


Lost in The Shift


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I know it’s been awhile since I’ve shared here. It is simply that I haven’t had a moment of extra time. So today I’m offering a recent transmission with a link below – entitled “Response to Direct Inquiry”. It was a larger-context response to my inquiry regarding very real collective feelings right now – lost, confused, fatigued, sickly… while simultaneously feeling love, beauty, and hope.

Over the past few months I have been in the process of developing a podcast for the Sedona Journal of Emergence Magazine and Light Technology Publishing. It’s been a wild and sometimes surprising ride in the creation of it, and also as of this date, I continue to record, host, edit and post these episodes for the publisher. So I find myself immersed in what I have affectionately called, “Channeling Central”. I cannot tell you how wonderful it has been to have these dialogues with others who are opening to share their lives and the passion of their spiritual work with me. A few of us have been discussing the evolution of channeling – a subject that I am particularly fascinated by. Some of this dialogue is captured, and some occurred after the microphones were turned off. Suffice it to say, that many in this field are experiencing a rapid evolution of this thing we have called “channeling”. Believe me, many of us are doing our best to come up with new terms to describe this chosen service of “translation of the larger-context knowing” to the smaller, language-based, linear word form. Fascinating stuff.

This audio transmission occurred on 11/16 – last Sunday. In this sharing I have only provided the response – after the energetic blending and shift into larger context. At this point I’m still not certain how interested others are in the demonstration of the shift, or if they simply want to hear the response. I’ll continue to share it both ways in the future. I appreciate those who follow this blog. Thank you. ~ EM


Awakening is Only the Beginning…


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“There are more individuals than you are aware of that are ‘in the knowing’, and their decision that it was not safe to share was for the most part true. And [now] this timing of hiding and not sharing and protecting yourself… it is over. It is done. And it is important that you snap out of it so that you do not continue to perpetuate the judgement that there is something special about yourself, and that no one gets it, and that you must create distance between you and others. This must end, as soon as you can possibly receive this and snap out of it. …Awakening is only the beginning. It is not the end result. It is not a destination. It is a beginning… you are here to strengthen – in community and in the collective, with the planet – strengthen the greater human… strengthen the greater capacities that you are designed to behold, to be, to embody…”

Excerpt from audio transmission today (110214)
Posted to The Sound of Gold Files

Welcome to the Real World


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“Once an individual experiences the unknown, there is a tendency to view this person as crazy, insane, imbalanced. We would suggest to you at this time, that it is the opposite. These individuals who have been touched by the unknown are actually on their way to sanity, well on their way to balance. But due to the fact that they do not have much reflection, in the world that they have been conditioned within – for this touch or taste of God, of Creation – they begin to despair. They feel alone. They find that they are unable to fit into the world as they had before. They find themselves in the in-between, between what is known and what is unknown. There are many individuals now on your planet who are feeling trapped in this in-betweenIt is important that you begin to speak out loud in your communities, to share your stories, for the more honest you are about who you are and what you are feeling, the more solidly you will land in the natural world on earth. Many of you that find yourselves in the in-between are allowing the past valuing to dominate your experience on earth. Whereas with a bit of trust, a bit of honesty, a bit of sharing of what is true for you, you will shift the valuing to the truth of your existence here. Right here. Right now. And you will begin to develop this community that will manifest the solidity of humanity into the Real World. So welcome! Welcome to the Real World.”  

~ Excerpt from The Sound of Gold Files, July 24, 2007  (Full audio file below) Transmissions for this timing in our evolution.

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Lucid Blending in Now Time


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I have begun sharing my unfolding story that has been occurring throughout my life on a new Sound Cloud page called The Sound of Gold Files. This process began as yet another story of “contact” from the 1960’s through the 90’s and has accelerated from 2004 to present through verbal-sound transmissions. This is the way that I am guided to share at this time – through sound – more than the printed word. Over time, I will be posting and sharing my entire journey in this format – which is truly OUR re-turn journey to our natural state. It is indeed my intent that it be helpful, empowering, healing and inspiring to those that listen and resonate.  The first post here was my own process of blending with this Intelligence a few hours ago. Nobody taught me this. It has been a natural, organic unfolding of consciousness – achieved through honesty and innocence  – something that this Presence wants you to know that you can choose to do as well, in any now moment.  ~ EM

Handy Tips for the In-Between


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knowthyselfKnow thySelf. This is the wisdom of the ages.

Who are you? I don’t care about your person-place-thing descriptors. Do you know who you are? It is crucial that you do feel and know what your signature vibration is in these times. This is the doorway, or your access to being directly informed by Love.

You are Absolute Love. Why do you continue to allow others to frame reality for you? Have you noticed how confusing things have become? It used to feel like we had too little access to information. Today we are drowning in TMI – too much information. Who do you trust when you have not established your own solid foundation in what is real? How is this done? When there are no more distractions, and you fall into an exhausted heap from the desperate search for the truth out there, this is the point of surrender. All one can do is turn within.

Know thySelf. Know energy, vibration, frequency, and allow yourselves to remember how to read and translate it. This is direct knowing, instinct, and attunement to what is natural, and it includes you and your body.

The energy beings that contacted me throughout my life showed me – over time – how to get to know mySelf again. This intelligence shared with me that in these times now, it would be vital to keeping our balance. “Know what you feel, so that you can feel what you KNOW.” In other words, feelings are key to reconnecting to our Source Identity. They also added that no matter how hard we try, we cannot “think” our way there. The intellect has and will continue to be a great servant in denser environments, but it literally has no-thing to offer on this now plateau.

Don’t be afraid. Love is here. If you find yourself overcome by fear and panic, here is a recommendation from this cosmic intelligence that I have used myself, and have demonstrated successfully.

The fear and panic comes from the mental confusion over your misunderstandings around identity, and what you were previously given (or conditioned to believe) about what life is. Thank the mind for its previous service and ask for the frequency of Love to assist you in re-orienting to what is natural. They showed me that if we re-call the greatest love that we felt in the past, that we can re-invite it back in to our solar plexus, and make the statement – out loud – that I AM HERE. I AM LOVE. I AM LIFE. I ask that this knowing strengthen me, and help me to solidify my consciousness in TRUTH, right where I AM.

It was difficult for me to recall these directions when I was in the panic, but I did, and what followed was the greatest healing imaginable. Now when I feel the panic begin to erupt or a “not-knowing in the realm of thought” it is far easier to recall this identified frequency and recall it into my solar plexus. It is in Love that we do KNOW. Allow yourself to feel the certainty of that.

For me it feels like like we’re all going to feel some degree of terror around being unplugged from the old grid. It’s only terrifying because we have been conditioned to believe that it is all we are and all we have. That was a lie. Now we are unplugging from a crumbling grid, and we feel the panic of not being plugged into something. The breeze can be terrifying! Simply allow yourself to plug back into the natural-world grid, where there is Love, power, beauty, grace, community, and joy. Soon these won’t just be words anymore. We will adapt to and own these natural frequencies and demonstrate them right here on Earth.

If you haven’t yet had your panic attacks, it is suggested that you begin to define in your feeling-body what Love feels like for you, so that when you feel the emptiness and the uncertainty, you can bring this Love frequency back into your being. This is when we rest in the arms of Absolute Love, and know thy SELF as ONE with Source again.

Love to you all.


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All That Love is You


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A Beautiful Writer’s Den that I landed in recently. So grateful.

I stopped writing a book a few years back because the printed word was simply not enough. Happily and joyfully, I am back to writing a book, though it will be more of a multi-layered, multi-media e-book. I was shown this platform in my mind’s eye, from my visitor’s telempathic connection with me years ago. But guess what? There was no context for what I was seeing back then. What I saw was a book that had words, as well as little pop-up videos, musical files that would begin to play, and beings that would enjoy revealing the beauty of their color and frequency in transcendent, holographic images in the mind’s eye and heart of every reader – in delightful and unexpected ways. I believe this format will fully manifest by the time I gather up the pieces of the past portion of the story of my contact with these beings. And I believe it has the potential to inspire one to find and live our present-moment story… one that has a very happy beginning.

Here is an excerpt of what I transcribed today – a spontaneous message from 12/29/13.

What is it that you want? Do you know what you want? We would advise that you explore your feelings, speak your feelings, cry, release, shout, laugh, so that you may open these doorways and begin to feel the essence of who you are. When we ask you, “What do you want?” We are not asking the fragmented consciousness that pulls from existing files in order to respond to the question. You must begin to embrace communion and identification with frequency, with essence of what it is that you LOVE. You will strengthen this. The more that you connect to yourSelf and meet these expanded frequencies in the intersection, you will begin to feel who you are and embody who you are. Do not think that you must have a job title, or even have a job in this expanded reality, for many of you are putting the cart ahead of the horse, as you say. You are trying to create or build or imagine your wholeness, and what that looks like with all that you have known from the past. It does not work this way. You will find who it is that you are, and it will perhaps feel foreign initially. It may feel like “other”, and you will perhaps project that this is Angel So-and-So, or it is Sananda, or Jesus, or it is Michael the Angel, or it is some other grand being… that is not you. Ah, but it is you. All That Love is YOU. It is I.

This is where all of this changes now. This is where you remember that you are that – not only these heavenly beings that you project upon for these glorious parts of yourself that you have forgotten, but also the projections upon the demons, the ones who (you think) have prevented you from being who you are. You will remember ALL in the intersection. And in the intersection the doorways are here, waiting for you to stand in the present, face the fears and begin to feel, and to recall the frequency of who you truly are. This is when you will know what to do, who to be, who to gather with, who to build with. Do not concern yourselves with the details. Your job now is to step up to the intersection. Step up to the plate. Surrender and be willing to state that you don’t know, and you will know, in the truthful and innocent statements that you don’t know. A lot of paradoxes in this place, but we promise you, again from our seeming future vantage point, you have already successfully crossed this threshold, and you are helping others do the same.

What do you want? If you do not know what it is that you want, because all that you can see is all that has already been done, then be willing to heal and expand into re-identification with the Universal. We promise you that it will be clear HERE… very clear what you want. And you may even laugh out loud when you come to this place, and we will be laughing with you. We promise… because WE ARE YOU. Good day.


Harmonious Wishes from Santa Fe


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Greetings All, I just wanted to share a clip from the House Concert last night. I haven’t expressed my musical side in quite some time, so I wanted to wave to you and share a small clip from Santa Fe, New Mexico.

Fall is in the air… my favorite time of year. And my heart is open and I’m engaged with my Natural Self. I feel joyful and truly ready for anything. Join me!  ~ EM

Turning Point


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Scientific evidence shows that in the middle of the Milky Way is a supermassive black hole.

Scientific evidence shows that in the middle of the Milky Way is a supermassive black hole. Image Credit: NASA/JPL-Caltech

You are in the middle of the wormhole
Which direction will you go?
Behind you,
Persons, places and things
Are calling you to “save your place”
In a dying world.
It feels like the tightest squeeze yet
In the center of this
Will you go back
And appease the smaller things?
Or will you have the courage to step into
And accept the fullness, the perfection, and the absolute beauty of free?

EM 08.10.14


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